Another one of those days tt i feel damn fucked up and vexed for almost any reasons i can find. Three days no work but all being used on my major project. Totally no time to rest. I am fucking tired la! Life is so messed up lot of things to do and accomplished. Have you wonder everything you do now might have a great impact in your future? I might think its fun to type here but when we grow old we might think its stupid and childish. anyways fucking really grow bigger size and stronger so weak la. Seeing all my friends all training so hard and achieveing result look at myself i feel de same. time management? Big big problem sia. Seriously no time for anything fun. Worse is having problems thinking about have a gf. Seriously had enough of singlehood and bitch girls appearing. Sometimes ou look at yourself and you look at other i feel damn pathetic. So screwed up for me la. Damn it sia.