Cant believe i am posting again.
Time really flies, it already been 9 months since i last posted. Just gonna write down random thoughs tt i have currently.
The light that was once happiness to me is now only a dark hole i look upon. Seeing all the things she is doing now makes me feel so vexed. Sometimes i really feel like paying back all she did to me but in the end i know that if i do so i would be stupid. When your love for someone ends, the love will turn to hatred from strangers to friends then back to strangers again. Its just why de earth is round. Sadly i wasted time, money and lots of effort into this but i gain knowledge for a brighter future a huge price to pay but i think its worth it.

Secondly i finally threw away everything btw us. All those memories will last for ever but sometimes its time to let go of it once and for all.

This month will be a very busy month for me with lot of things to do. I might be posting often again cause i find tt this is the place where sometimes i wanna throw out all my troubles.
Can you feel the change in yourself since a few months ago? Although its shortly only like a few months not even a year you can see that people changes as time passes.
My bdae resolution is to be a better man and start a new. I gonna stop my bad habits and change de way i do thing being bragging one of them.
Army coming soon and still planning to sign on. 3year ago what i was thinking is to only enjoy life. Now i have everything planned out.

Thirdly, Maybe sometimes going international aint tt bad. Personality is everything but looks still plays a part. Life a bitch at times so suck it up!
Well thats all for today and thank to the blogger apps i am posting. :)