Hi blog! miss ya i found out that when i need to throw my things out of my head to make me feel better you will always be here for me. :D

Got a new lappy~ eheh! ALIENWARE WORR! MAI SIAO SIAO XD

End of YOG and start of exams. Totally do not have the mood to study at all. I really wish time could stay back at 10 years ago when there are no problems and what i do is enjoy. Being a child is so much better then a rown up whenever i see those cheerful and happy kids with thier daddy and mummy i really envy them a lot. Not a slight worry about life i wish i could do that to but it is just impossible.

I cried last night, when was the last time i cried for someone that mean a lot to me? think it was 4 years back bah. Regret forever craved in my head. Things cant turn back already also i have move on.I can only give you my blessing.

Last night i cried when things fall on me, my efforts and heart cant you see them at all? Love is painful when things doesnt go your way. I wish i knew what you were thinking. Still i believe i have a chance. There are a lot of things in my head i trying to figure out what why when how. zZz this is seriously not the time to be thinking this my exams are in 3 days.