For my loyal readers i took time out of my busy time to post. :)

( Just typing out my thoughts so it might be random. )

People envy my life but i feel sad for my own.
I never get what i always wanted, maybe i just do not know to appericate it.
Brothers dun follow my footsteps.
Hearing stories of other indivuals i notice that i am not the only one that drop deep in the hole.
Something really struck me, this guy said this " I will wait but at least tell you what exactly i am waiting for. " I personally believe that this is very true i have been waiting for something that might not even happen and i really do not know what i am waiting for. Life is tough but it has to go on. CHOP CHOP carry on with it.
School been very busy lately that i cant really cope. I lost the balance btw work, studies and leisure activities. As much as i want to study, i also want to enjoy and as much i want to enjoy i need the money from work to do it. Sadly tough but putting all the pieces tgt slowly to create the best way to get my way out of it.
I really need to say thank you to de people that has been making my life on-going for the past few years. I said this countless of times but all the time it just adds to my list of people that i want to thank. Guys that make me enjoy everyday of my life i thank you.
Caught up in a trap lay down many years ago and finally the truth is out, i cant believe. you were really the one that cause all this to me. I trusted you. I helped you. I cared for you. In return you did this to me. I gonna find you back and tell you off everything in my heart, I wont beat you up and i wont scold you.

She is a wonderful girl and time and time again you treat her badly. Cant you see how much you are to her? Seriously la be gald that you have such a good person around you and start treating her better. She been waiting for you since dunno when sia.