Life is beating down on me again. The only difference is things are getting worse. The effort i put in and nothing comes back. No one understands, why has it got to be me? Maybe the problem is me, thinking back the past is happening again. Everything is falling into place maybe Gary's advise was right! Wait when was his advise wrong? I though that things will finally turn for the better but it seems that i pull another person down with me. Finally i know what is the truth,and the truth lie with me.

I think through a lot and this is what i can say:" I do not want to be in control by other people, I want to live my own life in my own way!"



Anyways wishing everyone a Happy April Fool's Day!