Today is a off day for me... Resting at home, hoping to talk with *** alone...But guess i still cant accept the fact that things have turn out this way so i didnt..He just went out to have fun with his friends now i dun wanna stop him from doing so anymore la. Just let him have his fun...Looking at *** still caring for all of us despite his condition it really makes my heart turn sour...I really dunno what to do. *** if you ever come across this post just wanna tell you that you are not alone we will always be here for u...Still *** ILY...

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Dear you were never a burden but a precious gift from heaven. Stop treating yourself like this it really hurts me a lot... No matter what u say i still believe in that Lim Hui Luan that i know from that days i just got to know you because u didnt change... You are still that caring and understanding Lim Hui luan that i know...You doing all this is also a way u show that u care...Dear stopping doing something that u dun want to do and stop lying to yourself...i am also not a three year old kid...