I'm a long long way from and i miss my lover soul with an aching in my heart when the cold wind blow when the cold wind blows when the cold wind blows i miss you so... I know i know you had to go so hurried back home cause i miss you so

Working for nearly two year what i grt is just shit but for the ppl there i dun wanna change my job. Fucked up hor sometimes sch work piling up. Lots to do and best is no time. Time to cope up and chiong my studies final year le

I shld private this blog and make it my own places to vent out whatever i want seriously best place to vent and look back. Lol

Another one of those days tt i feel damn fucked up and vexed for almost any reasons i can find. Three days no work but all being used on my major project. Totally no time to rest. I am fucking tired la! Life is so messed up lot of things to do and accomplished. Have you wonder everything you do now might have a great impact in your future? I might think its fun to type here but when we grow old we might think its stupid and childish. anyways fucking really grow bigger size and stronger so weak la. Seeing all my friends all training so hard and achieveing result look at myself i feel de same. time management? Big big problem sia. Seriously no time for anything fun. Worse is having problems thinking about have a gf. Seriously had enough of singlehood and bitch girls appearing. Sometimes ou look at yourself and you look at other i feel damn pathetic. So screwed up for me la. Damn it sia.

Cant believe i am posting again.
Time really flies, it already been 9 months since i last posted. Just gonna write down random thoughs tt i have currently.
The light that was once happiness to me is now only a dark hole i look upon. Seeing all the things she is doing now makes me feel so vexed. Sometimes i really feel like paying back all she did to me but in the end i know that if i do so i would be stupid. When your love for someone ends, the love will turn to hatred from strangers to friends then back to strangers again. Its just why de earth is round. Sadly i wasted time, money and lots of effort into this but i gain knowledge for a brighter future a huge price to pay but i think its worth it.

Secondly i finally threw away everything btw us. All those memories will last for ever but sometimes its time to let go of it once and for all.

This month will be a very busy month for me with lot of things to do. I might be posting often again cause i find tt this is the place where sometimes i wanna throw out all my troubles.
Can you feel the change in yourself since a few months ago? Although its shortly only like a few months not even a year you can see that people changes as time passes.
My bdae resolution is to be a better man and start a new. I gonna stop my bad habits and change de way i do thing being bragging one of them.
Army coming soon and still planning to sign on. 3year ago what i was thinking is to only enjoy life. Now i have everything planned out.

Thirdly, Maybe sometimes going international aint tt bad. Personality is everything but looks still plays a part. Life a bitch at times so suck it up!
Well thats all for today and thank to the blogger apps i am posting. :)

Well i cant believe i left tonkichi. clearing up my locker ytd i found all my pay slips over there. haha. in a blink of an eye i work le 1yrs 2 months. what i thought at first was a prefect job had totally change. But at least i made great friends over there and as well found someone i really wanna spend all my efforts and time with. The only things i regret leaving tonkichi is my close collegue, jie jie and of course HER! the rest? just let it be bah. not sure when and why i hated that place already but its because of you i always look forward to working. just one glance at you or a moment with you i am already de happiest man in the world. You said men will not wait. i prove to you that i as a man will. i gonna make you de happiest girl in the world. :D

Woots pass my FTT! swee worr! XD
Now considering all the different instructor to choose from. hmmm...
What a tough decision la. if i really chiong i could get my licence by 16dec?
haha. IF i chiong la but money is a big big problem.
Life turning brighter? After all these years might i really see light again? :D
Time will tell... One week and fate decides everything.
I dun want reckless-ness to influence it. Slowly step by step.
The feeling i lost a few years back. :D

Hello Hello! :D
Damn finally its a off day after like what 3 months? LOL.
Tmr is my FTT and hell ya i haven even started reading on it. SHIT :(
Have to wake up early in the morning for it.
Life Life Life why has it become a torture? In need of a proper life.
Maybe in need of a person to take care of me.
I already have almost everything that i ever wanted.
Gd friends, gd workplace, gd pay, gd family relationship, iphone 4, my alienware
and today going to shop for one arnami exchange collar t-shirt!
Even with all these things still i am not truely happy.
Life still goes on and YES i am still working till like no tmr. LOL

So young and you are fail on me already. What will happen once i get even older. Gary was right i shld watch my health like big time! After tonight drinking session with bernice sab and gary. all bad habits will stop and i will get proper rest just to ensure that i myself can take it. I can feel it already. :(

Well things have turn for the better now i think i am right back at square one but i like it a lot. The times that we had nowadays are so much better than the past fews days before. Not to mention i still going back to popular to work. Just had to keep myself busy with work if not i am very bored. :)